GRIEF AND REBIRTH
- Elizabeth Monroy
- Oct 11, 2022
- 7 min read
Updated: Oct 11, 2022
GRIEF AND REBIRTH!
NEWS LETTER OCTOBER 2022
You died on a Sunday, August 14, 2022, at 3:33 a.m. You were alone in your room but I WAS THERE WITH YOU!. Peter and were on either side and we shared our plasma bodies with you building up yours for the journey HOME. When you were ready we boarded the limo and Peter drove us. I held your hand as we arrived at the spiral crystal rainbow bridge LEADING BACK HOME TO TARA (PREFALL) where I bid you farewell. Peter drove off escorting you Home. In my bedroom in Sicily I had been holding your life essence in my hand all during this and at the moment you crossed over I felt your faint life pulse dim then extinguish and I knew you were gone. I knew I would never see you alive again your loving face although I hoped these five years when we were apart due to world circumstances I could embrace you one last time. But it was not meant to be. I call the nursing home and the nurse on the floor confirmed the time of your death. Latter my dear friend Susan remote viewed your arrival on Tara. She told me you were dancing with Peter and wearing a purple dress. I didn’t get to say good bye to you in the physical but when I finally arrived in the US and made my way into the funeral parlor I stood before the casket containing the empty vessel that had contained your gentle spirit and saw you were wearing a purple sweater and I knew that your soul at long last had been freed from this prison matrix! Hallelujah!
Although our relationship like all mother child relationships had been tainted with the ancestral miasma of what I call the Tothian Curse. I had managed to completely heal that right before your death freeing our royal grail linage which enabled your ascension. It was extremely painful and deep work going to the root of the pain and sexual misery that has cursed the sacred angelic celtic druid grail line females who held the higher genetics. This women were then raped and forced to bear children an offspring engineered to destroy the angelic human race. So the women like rosemary’s baby women knew that they held a demonic seed within their womb so many women would throw themselves over cliffs. Even if they hoped to love their children into holiness they found that their sons were taken from them at birth and raised to be warriors and to hate their own mothers. This broke the women’s will and caused them to surrender totally over to their captors becoming dominated by the fallen dark masculine angelics. Their value was no longer based on their spiritual gifts but on their meat bodies. The male world defined them according to what was sexually appealing or conducive to breeding male warriors. This is how our female identities became redefined and our own values became misconstrued. But perhaps the worst curse was that we began to hate our own children and even worse our own inner divine child. All this must be healed so we can take our place as true royalty and return ourselves to our place of power within!
Laugh and the world laughs with you Grieve and the world Grieves
It seems as if the entire world is grieving as it should be. Our 3D Earth reality is gone. It may not have been perfect but is is all we knew. The ups the downs, the highs the lows of living in duality. The good the bad and the ugly. Perhaps if things had not become so far gone we would have been content to live in this world of duality all the days of our lives never transmuting into the beautiful butterflies we truly are! But things have become unbearable for those of us in the know and even those in denial can not longer turn a blind eye. Perhaps
this is the motivation the world needs to stop being lulled to sleep in the dream and actually DO SOMETHING.. BE THE CHANGE! But are people waking up?
Grieving means you are letting go. Those who are allowing themselves to grieve are moving forward and releasing anchors that have been holding you to the past and a time loop that has been repeating for millions upon millions of years. Yes you heard correctly when you let go of people, places and things in this life time you are letting go of patterns that have held you, prisoner, for an eternity. So the grief may seem unbearable at times I know my has
SEEMED THAT WAY but it is clearing webs of artificial timelines and AI paraphernalia that binds you to a slave matrix. It is huge so move slowly one foot in front of the other with self love! You will over come it and when you shed all these attachments the artificial timelines with dissolve away allowing you to beam steer clearly home to the 5D timelines Homes.
The Heat of the Battle
Unless the Matrix has you completely and you are blindly coasting along as some and of transhumaized bot you will realize we are in the heat of a massive battle which began over 260 billions years ago in this time matrix! Ok most people may not know the true galactic history but we are in a war which is being waged energetically and the battle ground is inside of you! Two warring factions from parallel universes have been fighting over Earth and our own universe for billions of years! This battle has reached the ultimate show down and a fail safe measure has been implemented to save our Earth and our time matrix ie our multi universe. I know sounds like some kind of Sci Fi Film but there is no science “fiction”! The bottom line is even though it may not seem like it at times we have lost the battle we have won and Earth is returning to Tara pre fall and eventually to Gaia! But the battle is raging and the warring factions want to take as many souls with them as possible. These are finite fallen angelics who need to parasitically feed off others to survive. They want to run reversal AI technology in as many people as possible soothes can pull them into their parallel worlds when they are evicted. It is vital in this time frame that we each connect to divine infinite source within and show up for our soul missions! It is not easy but like the George Bailey’s of It’s a Wonderful Life each life deeply touches another.
I myself am just emerging from one of the darkest nights of my soul where I my grieving took me into a place of deep dark hopelessness feeling that all was useless and the “dark” side was so powerful and would win. I realize now it was part of my job and one of the greatest tests of my life. It all centered around my return to America and the forces that did not want me here stirring things up! Although I was met by a garrison of Police upon my arrival to the states and found out my driver’s license was suspended and attacked constantly and had to adapt to the toxic levels of radiation from the military 5G towers Americans have become oblivious to. The toxic levels in my body became so high that I became extremely ill! But … I’M ALIVE!!! And have transmuted all the crap that has been thrown at me. Clearly my presence in the USA is not celebrated by the “powers that be”.
I was finally able to get a copy of my own book The infinite Human.
That is just how powerful we are! I have never experienced such devastating and obvious attacks. My family has been used against me, the police, and I think they through all the AI weaponry they had at me! I knew this would happen but I write these words because it just shows how powerful we really are to be the change! We are making a difference or they wouldn’t go to great lengths to stop us. It is it not easy but I have been ruining brilliant plasma energies emanating from the God Source Worlds in the recently freed constellation of Pegasus and grounding them here in Louisville who’s patron is Pegasus! I have been living in a house on an old Indian burial mound set on ley lines it is a power spot so all my work is finally holding the higher frequencies! I have been putting these frequencies in Mammoth Cave the largest under ground cave system in the world and working with the historical energies of Kentucky. Which was the gateway to the west! I also attended a slave reenactment here at Locust Grove where talented local black actors helped us to step into the daily lives of slaves to gain a sense of compassion and appreciation for their lives. I share these experiences because the most important part of my our soul missions is in the simple things that come up moment to moment. It is not being a writer, film maker, podcaster, spiritual teacher although I do love to communicate to others but it is in the simple day to day things that we are all showing up for each other and our planet with love and having the awareness and ability to surrender out will to the divine will of infinite God Source and hold these higher frequencies grounding them into the Mother Earth . You were born for this job! When you do those crazy things that come into your head know YOU ARE NOT CRAZY! You are being guided by infinite God Source and your star families. You agreed to be here now and do this important job. Don’t get distracted by the outer world. You are powerful, you are infinite and the power of Divine Infinite Source flows through you!
THANK YOU, INFINITE HUMAN FAMILY!!
If you are near these cities Kiki and I would love to meet you in person!
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